Saturday, 25 December 2010

Merry Christmas!!!

Wishing you all a very happy and warm Christmas!
God Bless everyone!

Sunday, 12 December 2010

Heartland - I Loved Her First


This song shall be in my wedding!

To my dad:
You will always be the number one man whom I look up to,
no matter what they say, you are the best father anyone could ever have.
And I thank God for giving you and mama to me.
I'm so so blessed!
Love love you so much! :)

Of all the good parents I know, I can't think of one who doesn't love their children more than they are loved back.
-Rick Beneteau

Sunday, 7 November 2010

Love and Time

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed boats and left. Except for Love.

Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment.

When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help.

Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said,
"Richness, can you take me with you?"
Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you."

Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. "Vanity, please help me!"
"I can't help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered.

Sadness was close by so Love asked, "Sadness, let me go with you."
"Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!"

Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her.

Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come, Love, I will take you." It was an elder. So blessed and overjoyed, Love even forgot to ask the elder where they were going. When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way. Realizing how much was owed the elder,

Love asked Knowledge, another elder, "Who Helped me?"
"It was Time," Knowledge answered.
"Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?"
Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how valuable Love is."

Taken from:
re-post from: Zaene

Tuesday, 2 November 2010

Backlogs on blog entries


My blog works are piling up! :O!!!
Don't worry, I still haven't forgotten about the Birmingham trip but now I have another one to add to that list! I just got back from a 1 week trip to Newcastle/Durham yesterday and I guess that needs some attention as well...

hmmm.... so what shall I do? @.@

Tuesday, 12 October 2010


This is a birthday special post! Why? Well, because it's my birthday :P

Anywho, I was planning on writing about the recent Birmingham trip with my family and today's day but I'm really tired, and I can barely make my eyes stay open so I thought I'd do it tomorrow instead. :P

I just really wanted to post something for today to commemorate myself turning a year older. haha.


"And in the end, it is not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years."
-Abraham Lincoln

Monday, 11 October 2010

Stand Up! Make A Change!


"I am only one but I am one. I cannot do everything but I can do something. What I can do, I ought to do. And with the grace of God, I will do it."

-Quote by Helen Keller, quoted from Prof Monsod

Monday, 13 September 2010

5 things I usually do on the net:

1. Check facebook
2. Check emails
3. Read manga
4. Browse Youtube
5. Go on OMGPOP.

Cyberspace: A consensual hallucination experienced daily by billions of legitimate operators, in every nation.
-William Gibson

Wednesday, 25 August 2010

Perfect Two (Acoustic Version) - Auburn


Perfect Two
Written by: Auburn
Produced by: Jonathan "J.R" Rotem
Chords by Jonathan Keys



You can be the peanut butter to my jelly.
You can be the butterflies i feel in my belly.
You can can be the captain
and i can be your first mate.
You can be the chills that i feel on our first date.

You can be the hero
and i can be your side kick.
You can be the tear
that i cry if we ever split.
You can be the rain from the cloud when its storming'
or u can be the sun when it shines in the morning'.

B section

Don't know if i could ever be
Without you cause boy you complete me.
And in time i know that we'll both see
that we're all we need.

Cause your the apple to my pie.
Your the straw to my berry.
Your the smoke to my high.
And your the one i wanna marry.


Cause your the one for me (for me)
and I'm the one for you (for u)
You take the both of us (of us)
And were the Perfect Two.

Were the perfect two.
Were the perfect two.
Baby me and you,
were the Perfect Two.

Verse 2

You can be the prince and i can be your princess.
You can be the sweet tooth i can be the dentist.
You can be the shoes and i can be the laces.
You can be the heart that i spill on the pages.

You can be the vodka and i can be the chaser.
You can be the pencil and i can be the paper.
You can be as cold as the winter weather,
but i don't care as long as were together.

B section

Don't know if i could ever be
Without you cause boy you complete me.
And in time i know that we'll both see
that we're all we need.

Cause your the apple to my pie.
Your the straw to my berry.
Your the smoke to my high.
And your the one i wanna marry.


Cause your the one for me (for me)
and I'm the one for you (for u)
You take the both of us (of us)
And were the Perfect Two.

Were the perfect two.
Were the perfect two.
Baby me and you,
were the Perfect Two.


You know that ill never doubt ya'.
And you know that i think about ya'.
And you know i cant live without ya'

I love the way that u smile.
And maybe in just a while
i can see me walk down the aisle.


Cause your the one for me (for me)
and I'm the one for you (for u)
You take the both of us (of us)
And were the Perfect Two.

Were the perfect two.
Were the perfect two.
Baby me and you,
were the Perfect Two.


Tuesday, 24 August 2010

I'm Back!!!

Wow! I feel so blessed to be able to attend the YFC camp :)
Thank you Lord! You gave me such an amazing experience! The camp gave me a new outlook on life. It opened my eyes to our Lord's graciousness and love. Everyone there was wonderful and kind and very close to each other. Yay! It was fun! (lol... I'm too sleepy to think of anything right now. XD)

Thank you Lord for giving me a new family and for that may God be praised! :D

God is good! All the time!
All the time! God is good!
God is where? Everywhere!
Everywhere! God is there!

Tuesday, 17 August 2010

Going around Southend.

I had a meeting today with an employee of the organization that I want to volunteer in and I ended up cycling around Southend and being lost somewhere along the way. I finally appreciate the GPS ability of my phone! Without it I would have been wondering around for hours somewhere. haha.

Hmmm... so to make it easier here's a map (courtesy of google maps and CS2):
The starting point was my house at 1:00 pm, but my house is a secret so let's start at Point A, which is the high street. I then cycled to Point B (The Southend Leisure and Tennis Centre) where I met up with Ms T to talk about the tales of being a volunteer and all that jazz. After my meeting with Ms T, I went to the nearby Mc Donalds to eat :)

I opted for a slightly healthier option which was the Chicken supreme burger w/ a lot of lettuce. I wasn't able to finish the whole meal so I asked a kind employee for a take away bag. When I have had enough rest, I wondered if I should go back the way I came from or take the long way down Hamstel Road (the road highlighted in blue after Eastern Ave) and Southchurch Road. I never thought I'd ended up all the way down the seafront. Haha.

Since it was already around 4:00 pm when I arrived at the seafront, I called my Mom to check what time she'll get out off work. She told me she'll kick off at 5:00 pm so I decided to wait for her. I sat on the beach and finished my burger meal slowly and lingered in the Highstreet for a while to pass the time. I met up with her back at point A and I finally got home at around 7:00 pm.

Total Distance travelled: 9.4 Km :)

Don't let riches - or the pursuit of riches - derail your pursuit of Jesus.
- Our Daily Bread

Thursday, 12 August 2010

Delta Force Paintball

Last Tuesday I went paintballing together with my sister and our friends. I was actually in a bad mood that morning due to lack of sleep and well, I had a bit of argument with my sister, as we always do. haha. I did invite some of my own friends but they declined (boo! :P).

Anyway, we arrived in Billericay at around 9:10 am. From what 'Te B said, the paintballing venue should be around 10 minutes walk, that of course is a big lie. Delta Force Paintball centre is more than 10 minutes walk from Billericay train station it was in fact, more than 30 minutes away. While walking we actually thought that we were lost since we've been walking for ages and there seemed to be no sign of it. We asked lots of kind people on the way and they all gave us the same answer, "Walk straight ahead. When you see a water tower, then you're there."
When we finally saw the water tower after a lot of walking we were overjoyed. We actually ran towards it. We arrived late, as you may have guessed and ended up missing the first round.

Oh yea, I must say that the weather that day wasn't the optimum weather to go paintballing as it made the forest ground all muddy and wet. Due to the difference in temperature our breath condensed and fogged our goggles. I basically couldn't see anything after the first half of a game - there was also that rule that one must not remove their goggles when inside the map, breaking this rule would mean being banned from playing the whole day and so, I couldn't do anything about it. It was a good thing that the sky cleared up during the afternoon games, it made it easier to play without worrying about the goggles getting foggy.

Upon our arrival, the paintball staff gave us a small briefing on the rules, the equipments etc etc. and divided us into two groups: Red and Blue. I was in the Red group. The Reds are made up of 5 girls and 2 boys while the Blues are made up of 5 boys and 3 girls. The other people already playing in the first map was also divided into two team: Red and Blue. For the rest of the day, all the reds combined and all the blues combined to battle each other out. At first, I was a bit lost as to what to do. I knew how to shoot but I had no idea where I should go, I ended up shooting blindly and getting eliminated right away. Being hit wasn't as painful as I thought but then I guess it is painful when you get shot within 3 metres... my sister's bruise was a good example of that. By the way, the first game was won by the Blue team. They were able to get our flag and managed to kill us all off. >.>

We were given a 10 minutes break to clean our foggy goggles and the paint off our helmets. The break also allowed us to refill our guns. The second map was that off a castle. The objectives of the game was for the defender to not let the attacking team to raise the flag at the side of the castle. Three metres rule still apply so when someone is raising the flag the defender is not allowed to shoot him inside the castle unless, he/she is three metres away from him. The attackers have infinite lives so they can resurrect and re-spawn at their base when they get hit. Our team was the first to defend the castle but due to our own miscommunication and due to the expertise of this old man the Blue team managed to raise our flag within two minutes and forty seconds. We managed to raise the Blue team's flag within seven minutes when we became the attacking team. I know, they pretty much pawned us. >_<

The next map was filled with stacked barrels scattered around the place. This time, it was titled 'The Death Match'. The objective was to annihilate the opposing team. All the rules still apply so no one is allowed to shoot each other when they are on the opposite sides of the same barrel. You either stay there or move three metres apart and shoot each other. I was eliminated really quick at the start of the first round so all I was able to do was to watch at the sidelines, that meant I had a lot of ammo left so I was able to join in the second round. We were joined by one of the staff (the manager) for whatever reason, (I've got a feeling since we were loosing...) and he gave us some instructions. Before I knew it, I was in the front lines and everyone was targeting me. I held on pretty long, and I'd like to think I shot some of them, I died when I was hit on my fingers (that hurt a lot!). In the end, Red lost and Blue won. But we did get some extra points because I held on long enough alone in the front lines -Bless the marshal for giving me those points! :)

After that, we had a break to do our stuff and we went on to the 5th map. The map was made up of fallen trees and 5 huts. It was an imitation of a primitive village basically. The objective of this round was to capture all of the huts. In order to do this, a member of a team must be inside the house at the end of the game. Each captured hut will earn the team 2 points. At this point in the game, I didn't have much ammo... I think I only had less than 10 ammo then. Our team started out at the eastern part of the map while the blue team started out at the opposite end. When the marshal shouted start, I headed to one of the huts and hid in the corner making sure I had a good view of my attackers. I had my gun poised at the side of the door ready to shoot anyone who came near my hut. I made sure not to shoot unnecessarily to conserve my bullet. There was some Blue that came close but their hiding place didn't exactly cover them well so I was able to shoot them and defend my hut. Having eliminated all Blues and capturing all the huts, Red ended up winning this map.

They gave us 30 minutes to eat our lunch and afterwards started the last 'official' game. We didn't participate in this game as we ran out of ammo. When the other players came back, the marshals announced the winners of the day, which are the Blue team (pretty obvious wasn't it?).

We bought some more paint ball for the last game which is pretty much a game off 'shoot all you want till you ran out of ammo'. The objective was to kill the general of the opposing team and retrieve his jacket. So, the end was basically a free war. We shot endlessly and we died endlessly. Neither of the generals was killed so no one won this round but it was a fun way to end our day. :)

Tuesday, 10 August 2010

The musings of a sleep deprived.

I've been reading a story called Vampire Girl and it centred about this two lovers who kept killing each other every time they're reincarnated. No one actually know who first killed who even till the end. And so, their reincarnation kills each other for revenge every time they're reincarnated, although they actually love each other. It's an endless cycle that would never be stopped unless, the 'child' stopped playing with the ball or the 'child gets killed. The child being their creator and the ball being the two of them, the so-called 'failure'.

There was more to the story than just killing and their tragic fate and now it made me think. If, reincarnations are true and if, the present are atoning for their past selves' mistake, just like in the story, then what am I atoning for? What is my purpose for being here?

It would also be interesting to see what I am in my past life, was a human? an animal? a plant, maybe? Making all these questions and pondering about them can take me many days and I still wouldn't come up with any answers... but maybe, it's better that way? Not knowing about my past might be better than burdening myself with the weight of knowing my deeds and answering and pondering about these endless questions.

All this, however, are just fleeting thoughts that my mind conjured due to lack of sleep. So if you would, please, treat this as some random ramblings from a stranger you've passed on the streets.
"In the attitude of silence the soul finds the path in a clearer light, and what is elusive and deceptive resolves itself into crystal clearness. Our life is a long and arduous quest after Truth."
- Mahatma Gandhi

Thursday, 22 July 2010

Bye One Manga!

Due to this news:

I might be reverting back to my old ways. OneManga and mangatoshokan has alread closed down or removed manga from their sites and Manga Fox will prolly follow soon, so I'm afraid I have to find some other reading site or download the updates directly from the scanlators.

I thank One Manga and mangatoshokan for all the efforts they've put in making it easy for us to read free manga so far. It's sad to see them go but everything has an end and maybe it's time for me to start buying manga? or maybe cut down on my reading? (NuoooOO!)

I'm not opposed to what the Japanese publishers are doing since the manga industry is business and money is important. What they are doing is their right so can't do anything about that. I'm just sad. haha.

*I'll write more about this sometime later when I have the time but for now, tata. :)

Wednesday, 7 July 2010

A scribble! D:

Um, yes. It's a scribble so it'll be short. haha.
In the morning, I went with my Mom to Sports Direct near the airport which is quite a loooong way away from my house. I was also stupid enough to cycle up a really steep hill twice today when I could've happily walk up with my bike. In the afternoon, I met up with my sister for Ate I's birthday bash (I was still using my bike). We quickly bought her a gift and proceeded to watch Shrek: Happily ever after. Afterwards, we ate in Nando's. One thing I didn't like in Nando's was the smell at the stairs to the comfort room - it wasn't unpleasant, it actually smelt kinda sweet but it reminded me of the scent of the flowers in a funeral. Anyways, after that we walked down the seafront to the Billiards/Bowling Alley (my friend borrowed my bike hence why I was walking) and then I went home with my sis after we reached the Billiards/Bowling Alley because of our curfew.
So after all the cycling I did today my thigh muscles finally said 'enough' and are now painfully protesting.

Sunday, 4 July 2010

What kind of blog should I make?


Four years ago, I was but an innocent brat who didn't know a thing about what a blog is and what kind of things you write on it (I guess that really didn't change but I don't think you could call me 'innocent brat' now). Back in those days, I was really hooked on anime mainly because I had too much time on my hands due to my 5 month long vacation off school and because of my new found easy accessibility to the internet. It wasn't really much, it all began when my curiosity grew and I branched out from using just one anime site to about 10? Then I became greedy and I started wanting to watch more anime and read manga. That was when I stumbled across the magical site where you can find everything!

I made an account on LJ and that was my first 'blog' account. I didn't write anything just said a few lines for my first post and soon after became a lurker. That time I thought, "why not make an anime blog since I love anime anyway?" and so, I tried to write a review about the animes I've watched. After a while, I read my journal and its entries and I realized "Man, this is just torture!". Sadly, my blog entries were so bad I couldn't stand reading it again - of course, I deleted them.

During the time that I was blogging using LJ, Frienster introduced a blog feature for their users (which I am). I then tried writing on it, still without any kind of focus. Naturally, my Friendster blog became a mess (still is). It became a mixture of my boring posts about my life, anime and anything really. Then I decided to write stories. My first and last composition that I published on Friendster was about this genius girl who went back to her home county to experience a 'normal' high school life -I soon deleted it to save others from keeling over due to my bad grammar.

I stumbled upon blogger two years after. I knew I have no talent whatsoever in reviewing an anime or manga so I decided to give up on the 'anime blog' (I also became inactive in the anime/manga community during those times so I wouldn't have anything to blog anyway). I then asked myself, 'what now?' I looked through different blogs to get an idea of what kind of blog this would be and I decided 'why not make it an ordinary blog?'. So I did! And here it is now. I know my grammar's still not good, but hey, I did improve during these past few years (I'll be damned if I didn't!). I do still write about the animes I've watched, the things I read and the stories I write but they are not the main focus of my blog. This time my blog is about me and I'll keep it that way :)

Confusion is a word we have invented for an order which is not understood.
- Henry Miller

Credit: Permanent Transition for the image

Friday, 25 June 2010

BETAMAX - Sandwich (Official Music Video)


Naalala mo ba? Noong tayo'y bata pa, walang iniisip kundi maglaro.

Luksong baka,
Tumbang Preso,
Sunugang bahay,
Nanay Tatay,
Luksong Tinik,
Ice, Ice, water...

Pagkabalik sa eskwela, ibaba ang bag, magpalit ng pambahay at dumeretso sa labas hanggang lumubog ang araw.
Langit Lupa,

Madami akong larong kinagisnan at kinalakihan, ilan dito ay mga imbentong laro na hindi ko na matandaan.
Dos sennario Piks,
Luksong Lubid,
Ten Twenty,
A B C,
Pepsi Cola Stop,
Doctor Quack Quack,
Bukaka Bukakang Palaka.

Hindi ba't nakakamiss ang ating kabataan? Lalo't lalo na ngayong tayo'y nasa edad na halos lahat ng ating oras ay ginugugol sa eskwelahan o sa tapat ng computers. Masarap magbalik tanaw sa nakaraan ngunit mahirap tanggapin na sadyang may mga bagay na hindi na maibabalik.

(Titigil na ako... nakaka-nosebleed ito. Hindi ko na kaya... haha. Ang hirap!)

Wednesday, 23 June 2010

A Prank To Show I Love You


I was bored so I decided to play a prank on my boyfriend.

“Hey, is there anything wrong?” He asked as he plopped down on the ground next to me.

“No.” He glanced at me thinking of the possible things he had done. We’ve only been going out for a few weeks so he’s still uncertain of my moods.

“Um... are you okay?”


He fidgeted next to me while I sipped my juice. “Are you mad at me?”


He looked at me, “Is that any good?”


His eyebrows slightly scrunched up and he scratched the back of his head. “Did I do anything wrong?”

I continued to look in front of me and pretended to be stoic. “No.”

Again, he furrowed his eyebrows deeper and became more worried. I resisted the urge to smile. “Is this about the dinner?”

Ah, the dinner. He said yes to his friends’ invitation of a dinner with us, without asking me if I’m free to go or not. I ended up cancelling all my business appointments that afternoon and losing a bit of money, just to go – I never told him that though. “No.”

“Are you... perhaps... tired of me?” He concluded, looking at me like a puppy that is just about to be abandoned.

I slowly stood up and brushed my jeans. I resisted the urge to laugh. How can he even think of that after the things that I went through to get him to love me like right now. I’m just happy that in this moment he’s not thinking of anything but me. Right now his mind is full of me. “No.” I finally said before he gets angry and storm off.

“Then what-“

I extended my hands to help him stand up and smiled. “I love you.”


A/N: This is not from my experience in case you are wondering. :P


Brighton day out and tagging to London

What a busy week eh?

This Sunday I went with my family and other friends to Brighton to have a look around, surprisingly the London-Brighton cycling marathon by the British Heart Foundation also happened that day (It was actually planned by the Keymed people so that those who joined the marathon can come back in the coach with us. XD)

Well, moving on, I was woken up at 6 am that Sunday to prepare for our trip to Brighton. My mistake was, I was up till 2 am the night before so I really didn't get much sleep. Naturally, I was out of it when I woke up. Haha. Afterwards, we were picked up by Kuya Nat at 8 am and he drove us to the Keymed building where the coach is.

We arrived at Brighton at around 12 o'clock pm and everyone decided to have lunch first at the beach. My mom packed us rice and a lovely spicey prawn dish which I have no idea of its name :P. It was basically a picnic, everyone brought something and we all shared it. After eating we took loads of pictures. I decided to be an idiot and walk down the beach without my sandals - that totally hurt my feet! Damn those pebbles and shells! Good thing they weren't sharp or I wouldn't have been able to enjoy myself the whole afternoon. :P

We then walked to the Royal Pavillion and the museum in the park where we took a lot of pictures (yet again). I wanted to go in the Royal Pavillion but we had a lot of company and I didn't want to go on my own so I decided to restrain myself and just admire the building from the outside. We did go in the Museum so I was fine. LOL.

Then we walked to the High street to look at the shops. I ended up buying two new bracelets as souvenirs. The place was right next to the University of Brighton so I really wasn't surprised to see so many young adults milling around the place. When everyone was happy seeing and buying things in the High street we went back to the beach to go to the Brighton Pier. Before going in though, the glutton that I am bought some fish and chips to eat while walking. (This also involved taking a lot of pictures). After finishing my fish and chips we decided to buy some baby lobsters to eat on the way to end of the Pier.

Me and my sis also really wanted to have a henna tattoo but my dad said it was a waste of money and didn't allow us too (Booo!) so we didn't get one. :( At the end of the pier was like a theme park, there were various rides. Me and my sister rode on the carousel (just for fun!), the Horror mansion and the whole gang went to play on the bumper cars.

At 4:45 pm we headed back to the meeting place to be picked up by the coach. There were two coaches and our coach was delayed because some people who joined the marathon are still 'missing' -LOLs. We found them in the end so we left Brighton at around 6 pm. On the way home lady luck just wasn't with us because we took the wrong turn and ended up being lost. We had to turn around and go back. Haha. I slept all the way back to Southend afterwards - I was smashed!

Monday was a rest day so I ended up lazing around the house and sleeping all afternoon. Yesterday, me and my Mom went to London to meet up with her friends from Couples For Christ back in the Philippines but they migrated to Canada so now they're touring London and will depart for Paris tomorrow. To say the least, I just tagged along with my Mom and because there weren't any other 'young ones' around I just quietly followed them around. Haha. They basically talked and talked with each other while we were on the Tube, eating in the Chinese restaurant and walking. I took a few pictures of all of them but that was it. All I can really say is riding the tube during the rush hour and in summer is a killer - I was squashed by the people when I rode the central line. I was actually afraid of not being able to go out the train at my stop - Lols.

So that's my week so far. Today I'll start my revision for my exams on Friday, Monday and Tuesday so I won't have any time to play any more. :( But! There's only three more exams to go and afterwards it's finally the start of my looooong vacation! Yay! I can't wait! :)

Life is meaningless only if we allow it to be. Each of us has the power to give life meaning, to make our time, our bodies and our words to into instruments of love and hope.
-Tom Head

Saturday, 12 June 2010

This Month's Schedule

June Exam Schedule:

07/06/10, Monday
- Citizenship (am)
- F322 Chemistry(am)
08/06/10, Tuesday
- F312 Biology(am)
09/06/10, Wednesday
- C4 Mathematics (pm)
10/06/10, Thursday
- English (Media) (pm)
11/06/10, Friday
-C3 Mathematics (am)

15/06/10, Tuesday- M2 Mathematics (am)
16/06/10 , Wednesday- F215 Biology (am)
17/06/10, Thursday- F325 Chemistry (pm)
18/06/10, Friday- G495 Physics B (am)

25/06/10, Friday- F214 Biology (am)

28/06/10, Monday- F324 Chemistry (am)
29/06/10, Tuesday- G494 Physics B (pm)

Then at the 30th I'm going to my potential university, SGUL, for an open day to have a look around. After this I'm going to be free for a year for my gap year :)

Cast your cares upon the Lord, for he cares about you
-I Peter 5:7

Thursday, 10 June 2010

Come home my heart and don't stray

Come Home Running
by Chris Tomlin

Oh heart of mine, why must you stray?
From one so fair you run away
And one more time you have to pay
The heaviness of needless shame

Oh heart of mine, come back home
You've been too long out on your own
And He's been there all along
Watching for you down the road

So come home running
His arms are open wide
His name is Jesus
He understands
He is the answer
You are looking for
So come home running
Just as you are

Oh child of God so dearly loved
And ransomed by the Savior's blood
And called by name, daughter and son
Wrapped in the robe of righteousness

Tuesday, 8 June 2010

New Theme!

Hey you!

I just thought I'd change the layout of my blog. I was bored with the previous theme but really I'm just trying not to revise my maths. :P

This layout is simpler and have lighter colours than the other one. I was compelled to learn how to add pages to my blog because it's such a shame if I don't use the tabs included in my template, right?

I also found this really cute clock widget with this adorable sheep from clock link! (You can see it on my sidebar on the right!). I'm still in search of cool widgets to add to my blog but I should prolly stop buying time and just get on with what I'm supposed to be doing.

With that I shall leave :P


Monday, 7 June 2010

The return of the procrastinator

I'm wasting too much time. I feel like biology is too boring (imagines my teachers' reaction to such a blasphemous comment. LOL). Hehe. I'm just too lazy to revise but I've got no choice but to do it or else I'll waste the money I paid to sit this exam. tsk tsk.

Anyway, enough of this laziness! I better work my brains out in memorizing these biological terms and concepts before I decide to sleep and write some angsty stuff on FML.

Keep it up guys we can do this!
Good luck to all of us!
God Bless!


Wednesday, 26 May 2010

Of contemplation and moving on.

What would you say about your life so far?

If someone asks you that question what would you say? Would you feed them with lies and beautified words? Would you be honest and say what you truly feel?

Or would you be one of the people who have no inkling of what to say?

Me? I would probably be a mix of the latter and the middle. I have got no idea of what to say but then I would later spend hours trying to figure out the answer to that question. I have a lot of regrets and I long for what was. I am baffled by my current self and to say the least I am displeased and pleased of how I am. I know I'm clinging to the past, so much so it's starting to cloud my judgement of what I should and should not be doing. It is one thing to acknowledge the facts but it is another to take a step towards change.
So, how is your life so far?

My life so far was a smooth sail with a few small bumps but at the moment I'm in a standstill. Unable to move on.

Sunday, 2 May 2010

To the me one year from now.

I recently mailed the future me and I set it to send it to me a year from now. It's nothing much actually, just telling myself what I found. LOL.

I think it's really great. I mean now, I can just jot down everything I might forget a year from now and send it to myself in the future. It's really like a time capsule - It's interesting and fun.

Thursday, 29 April 2010

I'm tired... really tired... very very tired.
huhu, I want to sleep but I'm not finished with my homework yet. T_T
My brain's turning into a mush! :(

Saturday, 24 April 2010

Weekend Scribble 19

scribbles at 4 am sure is something isn't it? haha.

And precisely because it's 4 am I have nothing to say but "I have to go to sleep!".

Thursday, 22 April 2010

Eve scribbles?

Sazzy's mood:
Sazzy's listening to:
A Drop In The Ocean by Ron Pope (on repeat! (^.~))

First I'll tell you the time right now, it's currently 1:10 am and I'm as attentive as I can be. LOL. I'm really giddy right now and I don't really know why and so I decided I should post something in my blog. haha. Like that'll quell the excitement in me, you know? But in truth, it's not helping one bit. XD

Yesterday, I was actually acting quite strange. It was like I was in school physically but my mind is elsewhere and as I explained it to my friend it was like I was drunk or was in drugs even though I wasn't. I felt light headed and it was like nothing is going in my head... how do I put it? It was like I was just there. Hehe. I can't explain it well.

Maybe I should try to get some sleep now even though I'm not sleepy at all.

"Accept the teaching of the world
And hopeless you will be,
But trust in God's eternal plan
If you want life that's free."

Friday, 16 April 2010

Babbles of the rambling poet

I'm here again in front of you
Typing like mad
and looking for answers that I can never find
What is it that compels me to you?
That's what you are.
My very own snatcher of time.

Thursday, 15 April 2010

The priest to be :)

Hey people! Been a while hasn't it? Well, things happened and my free time was occupied by the usual things and my blog was forgotten. :P

Anyway, I was looking through Facebook and saw the birthday notifications for today. One of my batch mate and friend was on the list and so, naturally I clicked the link to greet him a happy birthday. To my surprise I found out as I was looking through his photos and profile that he's in a seminary to be a priest! :O

Well, he sure had that aura when we were still in high school but it still gave me a shock. Never thought that one of my mates are actually going to be a priest. LOL. Anyway, I'm really happy for him and hopes him the best in life. :)

Moving on, the long Easter break is finally going to end and I still haven't done any revision (>.>). Maybe you're thinking, here we go again... but no, for a change I'm actually going to start revising now. :P Hehe, Isn't that just sweet? XD

"Courage is the discovery that you may not win, and trying when you know you can lose."
- Tom Krause

Friday, 12 February 2010

Friday morning greetings

Good morning!

Is what I wish to say but unfortunately it's not. It's already 1 am so technically it is already morning now but anyway it's not a good morning because I still haven't finished my coursework and my GAA coordinator is coming tomorrow and I've done no work.

Basically I'm screwed. Just like I always am.

On a happy note, tomorrow will be the last day of school and next week is half-term holiday. I plan to stay at home and sleep all week. With the exception of the Wednesday of that week because that's my essex interview. Which reminds me that I won't have time to dawdle around because I must do various research on my course so as to not sound like an idiot in the said interview.

That totally mess up my week's plan... sheez.

*sigh* Now all the things that I've got to catch up on comes rushing in my head and I'm finally realizing that I really don't have time to relax and sleep because I've got so much things to do... that is so sad.

Anyway, I have to wake up early tomorrow for the house assembly in school so I'm off.

Bye Bye!

Monday, 11 January 2010

Is now reflecting on how stupid she is for not revising ages ago.

Saturday, 9 January 2010

One more day before my exams and still procrastinating.
Kill me now.
Wait... no, I didn't mean that. Please don't take it seriously I still got a lot of things to do in my life.
*sweat drops*